February 2009
10 posts
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i'm lost for answers
blah asked me yesterday if i was sure to transfer to PH and i said NO. I still am uncertain. I thought i could learn to be happy in BSN or learn to like this profession but i’m not. I did say i wanted to learn culinary but i could without taking nutrition. That’s just something to increase my chances of getting hired if that would be it. But it still isn’t the scene i picture. ...
Feb 1st
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January 2009
13 posts
Jan 31st
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11:56 | Backtrack
So wassup? :) On my time it’s exactly 11:56 AM. I’ll backtrack a bit. I just had my fair share of almost a week’s silence. Almost. And I didn’t have to drag my ass to my classes last week. Hope every weeks like that. Haha. And I think I’ve fallen in love with Akon’s right now na na na na. Was that right? Does it have four na’s or just three? Anw, I wanna make love to you na na na. :) Smiles smiles...
Jan 31st
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tomorrow is end
:) Gonna paint on my best smile ever. Haha. So much as doin miss calls.
Jan 29th
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it seems i didn't haf a childhood
Well it really looks that way. I dont know those games like chinese garter, piko or the thing they do wit hands while singing the “nanay, tatay…” But i do know games like pantintero, langit lupa, or pepsi-cola-seven-up. I dunno why but when people ask me why i dunno those games it does seem like i didnt haf a childhood. Sad but that is the case. I was a sickly kid so i spend...
Jan 24th
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i came to multiply first...
i came to multiply first before i made other accounts but now it seems my world there is getting cramped. i dunno. i feel suffocated en tired. I’m growing old i know and that doesn’t haf a thing to do wit me growing tired of it. I found my place there but it seems to be that i’m the stranger. Hey you found me! Let’s drink to unrequited love. To a lover lost. To parted...
Jan 21st
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a day to fail
we had good things going. But it all started falling down and i went back sweating in my eyes. You had me laughing em all away. You really have taken root in my mind. And now i wonder what happened? Was it me? Most of the people i seem to care for drift away. another day for me to fail. I forgot how to play the game we love. Dearly, Happily married me.
Jan 14th
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Ice Eyes Babe
I just remembered something some of my friends asked me before. What captures you the most? Haha. I replied ata na “ice eyes babe” :]] It does. anw, my prof in chem lab left us na. Her replacement was this octoberian grad from here. He’s a bouncy one i tell you. and i could not extract what language he is using. Darn Men i must take in those knowledge his supposed to be...
Jan 8th
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Jan 6th
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G D Em Bm
So i’m back here at school tryin to blow em all. Yeah. I really feel stupidly infinite. :]] I’m finding more reasons. But i’m still torn on what to take? Do i continue? Do i eng? or am i better off taking ComNut? Being lazy is a SIN. I am a SINNER.
Jan 6th
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The 411 on spilled beer
I’ve let it fester and boil up. Oh man I am bitter. Anw, today is my flight back to ugh yeah you know where. I don’t wanna go back but I wanna finish my studies. :| Tis is 2009. And 2009 will be a better year for me. Though back in 2008 I’ve lost a lot but this year it will be better and different. I’m done being a sorry ass. Sorry as I’ve learned it only counts when you’re forgiven but never the...
Jan 4th
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Northern Downpour
I am not those who seek promises or one who holds a heart that longs for your words. But i am one who chased after you not knowing why i did. I’ve created a lie that was never better to live with. I came close to those suicidal teens whose will was bended and ended in an untimely death. I’ve painted my own dismal scene. And now i seek for flesh. Flesh complement to blame. Brightside...
Jan 3rd
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were
Just saw tope en since i’m online. i took the time to blog this. we were friends. i think we were even mutual friends. but i got pissed off with him and we just parted ways. i miss how he annoys me. oh gahd i owe him an apology.
Jan 2nd