I miss being sheltered by you

Yes, i am ill like never again. My stomach had to empty itself against my will past three this morning. And I was actually just sitting in the bathroom for some time. My body felt as If it would collapsed if i left the bathroom the minute the puking was done. I miss your asparagus soup and toast with garlic. I have a journal due and one long quiz left for the day then two classes, two laboratories and a report due tomorrow. I want to rest already. Sadly I can’t.

Alva if I actually answered you could wait for me after eighteen years would things have turned differently for us? I will however always love you. You’re one of those persons who doesn’t take the time to understand me because doing so wouldn’t matter significantly. It’d be just another broken bone bound to stay shattered forever. 

Will see you the soonest possible I can. I love you!